Butter Girl

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 20:49:28 GMT

I think I am going to go nuts, I feel like I need to RUN fast but I don't know where and I don't know why. I have cleaned up 40 puddles of piss today because only duct tape will keep a diaper on my baby girl. I am sad...crying too much these days and I don't know how to change it.

Yo

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 21:46:44 GMT

Hi Amber

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 17:16:58 GMT

It is hot as hell here...no I take that back, hell is a dry heat.

We are spending lots of time at the pool and watching movies. I can't stand the way it feels to got out for very long. I have been keeping up with my 3 mile walks everyday but there have been a few times when it took everything I had to get done.

:(

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 14:26:22 GMT

I miss my life and this is the only place I am admit to it. I miss going out, I miss drugs, I miss sleeping with strangers and falling in love with who I think they are. I miss drinking coffee for every meal. I miss my old body. I miss the way men use to "eye- rape" me. I miss drinking and falling in the street at 4 am.

Lesson to be learned??? USE BIRTH CONTROL!

P.S I love my kids

Ugh

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 18:02:17 GMT

I fucking hate W.

HA

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 03:27:17 GMT

Now this shit is FUNNY

http://www.livejournal.com/users/teenjesus/

Shit

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 16:17:33 GMT

My kids are trying to fucking kill me. I have not slept in 96 days and I feel like a big pile of shit. I saw the UPS man yesterday, he is my new friend.

Really this fucking sucks...I need to win the lotto so I can get a nanny and shop all day.

I am not dead

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 13:30:40 GMT

I am still here, up to my ass in kids. Charlie has had a stomach bug and twice this week I thought about getting in my car and running away from home. I am back in my old jeans again..HELL YA.

Hi

Wed, 26 May 2004 18:09:42 GMT

Just an update. Arwen Grace was born April 15th 2004, that was the last time I got any sleep. I feel like death but I know it will get better soon. I miss sleeping so much because my brain no longer works. Charlie is talking, running and trying to kick our asses, he is in love with his trains and "Brum".

HI

Thu, 02 Oct 2003 03:08:36 GMT

Same old shit... same old day. I am going to have another baby, I have lost my mind. I have a stack of books to read and no time to even think about them.

Today is funny

Sat, 02 Aug 2003 22:23:40 GMT

I have been so busy. I have lots of obligations to other people that I really dont want/need in my life. I want to slow down! I am looking forward to fall and resting...this summer has been hell, fuck... they all are! I might have found a cool job really close to my house...I will let you know how it works out :)

Fri, 09 May 2003 03:19:56 GMT

why

Sun, 23 Mar 2003 18:14:55 GMT

Please don't think I am weird for for not writeing more, I have a baby who keeps me on my toes.

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Today

Mon, 17 Mar 2003 22:26:23 GMT

Today is my birthday :) I am OLD:(

Hello

Tue, 04 Mar 2003 19:13:23 GMT

This is new. I am not going to post here much but I wanted to be able to read.

Hi

Mon, 03 Mar 2003 16:39:29 GMT

test:)