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[Dec. 29th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
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I think I am going to go nuts, I feel like I need to RUN fast but I don't know where and I don't know why. I have cleaned up 40 puddles of piss today because only duct tape will keep a diaper on my baby girl. I am sad...crying too much these days and I don't know how to change it. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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Hi Amber |
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|01:17 pm] |
It is hot as hell here...no I take that back, hell is a dry heat.
We are spending lots of time at the pool and watching movies. I can't stand the way it feels to got out for very long. I have been keeping up with my 3 mile walks everyday but there have been a few times when it took everything I had to get done. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|09:23 am] |
I miss my life and this is the only place I am admit to it. I miss going out, I miss drugs, I miss sleeping with strangers and falling in love with who I think they are. I miss drinking coffee for every meal. I miss my old body. I miss the way men use to "eye- rape" me. I miss drinking and falling in the street at 4 am.
Lesson to be learned??? USE BIRTH CONTROL!
P.S I love my kids |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|01:12 am] |
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I fucking hate W. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2004|12:15 pm] |
My kids are trying to fucking kill me. I have not slept in 96 days and I feel like a big pile of shit. I saw the UPS man yesterday, he is my new friend.
Really this fucking sucks...I need to win the lotto so I can get a nanny and shop all day. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2004|09:32 am] |
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I am still here, up to my ass in kids. Charlie has had a stomach bug and twice this week I thought about getting in my car and running away from home. I am back in my old jeans again..HELL YA. |
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[May. 26th, 2004|02:06 pm] |
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Just an update. Arwen Grace was born April 15th 2004, that was the last time I got any sleep. I feel like death but I know it will get better soon. I miss sleeping so much because my brain no longer works. Charlie is talking, running and trying to kick our asses, he is in love with his trains and "Brum". |
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[Oct. 1st, 2003|11:07 pm] |
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Same old shit... same old day. I am going to have another baby, I have lost my mind. I have a stack of books to read and no time to even think about them. |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2003|06:23 pm] |
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I have been so busy. I have lots of obligations to other people that I really dont want/need in my life. I want to slow down! I am looking forward to fall and resting...this summer has been hell, fuck... they all are! I might have found a cool job really close to my house...I will let you know how it works out :) |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2003|01:12 pm] |
Please don't think I am weird for for not writeing more, I have a baby who keeps me on my toes.
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[Mar. 17th, 2003|05:06 pm] |
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Today is my birthday :) I am OLD:( |
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[Mar. 4th, 2003|01:58 pm] |
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This is new. I am not going to post here much but I wanted to be able to read. |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2003|11:25 am] |
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test:) |
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